For RoyEd Week Day 3: Angst or happiness
Inspired by “Louder Than Words” by Les Friction.
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No one could outrun the crash
It was all reduced to rubble and then again to ash
To the blinding burning light
It’s no use to fight – there’s no one out there
The sword’s blade pierces his leg like it’s soft and boneless.
He doesn’t hear his own scream when he goes down, knees crumbling under the weight of his body, and then something explodes at the end of the corridor. The alchemist in front of him – a traitor, running away in an attempt to sell information to one of Amestris’ countless enemies – stares, and his face draws into a horrible grimace.
“Right, you lost your precious alchemy, huh?” He kicks Edward’s weapon away before he can reach for it and pushes the sole of his foot against the sword that he’s bored through Ed’s thigh so skillfully. “Killing you will be so easy, it’s almost pitiful.” The pain is a white explosion behind his eyes, and now he’s screaming, clutching his leg and the blade, hands immediately soaked in blood.
The alchemist rips the sword out and raises it above his head. Ed stares, thinks of Al and Winry and –
There’s a sharp snap, and the whole corridor lights up in golden, roaring flames, and everything except for the spot where Ed loses his consciousness is devoured by fire.
“Fullmetal!”
He falls into darkness, blood heavy on his lips, and the scent of ashes and warm arms around his body carries him away.
There was no signal from where you were
All failed contact, no life disturbed
Hovering above gravity’s lure
The first coherent thought is: Roy.
He jolts awake, arms reaching forward with a growl ripping from his lungs, and the pain that immediately tears through his leg has him tear up. It’s a hospital room, white and sterile and unfamiliar, and Ed has the urge to jump up and run. Al’s hunched form in the corner rises, his brother jumping over to him and throwing both arms around his neck.
“God, you’re alive, you’re alright – we thought, oh god – Brother, don’t do this ever again.” There’s tears in his eyes and Ed feels guilt stab through his chest. He pulls Al closer, lies back down, not daring to look at his leg just yet. “Sorry, I’m sorry. It’s okay. I’m fine, I’m – Al, don’t cry, fuck.”
Al sniffles and wipes tears off his cheeks, sitting by his side with one hand laced up with Ed’s. He hiccups one more time, then he smiles with red-rimmed eyes and hollow cheeks.
“Yeah. You’ll be okay. Your leg was hurt pretty badly, you lost tons of blood. You need to rest for a bit but it’s gonna be fine. They were just hoping you’d wake up soon.” His voice goes low, dark around the scattered edges. “I don’t know what would’ve happened if Roy – “
Ed blinks. Right. Those flames that had burnt the other alchemist to ashes could’ve only come from one person. “Where’s he?”
“Outside, waiting. Told him to go sleep a bit some time ago, but you know him. Wouldn’t admit that he’s worried, made up some story about having business in the hospital.” Al grins, and the tears are gone from his face. Ed feels his face go red. Goddamnit.
“Well, uh. I don’t really care if – “
“…you’re aware that I know about you two, right? And that I don’t mind?”
Holy shit. Ed drags both hands down his face and groans from the depths of his chest. And finally Al laughs, and they spend a few more minutes with Al gently teasing him and Ed trying to hide his embarrassment. Then, his brother stands up and says something about getting Ed food, and that he’ll be back soon.
As soon as the door opens, there’s a faint scent of embers and dark ashes wafting in. Ed sits up against the headrest, and then Roy’s already striding inside with the usual authority that seems to accompany him like an invisible ghost.
“Hey Mustang, I’m barely awake yet – “
“Shut the hell up.”
Roy’s voice shakes, and he grabs Ed’s hand to press it against his mouth, eyes closing as his lips burn like fire on Ed’s knuckles. Fuck, oh god. Ed knows that he’s blushing, heat rising in his cheeks, and he mumbles something inaudible before Roy interrupts him with a warm, perfect embrace.
“Don’t do this on your own next time. I’ll go with you. You don’t have to prove anything, Edward. You’ve proven it all, you’ve been through war and hell and we all respect you. So for god’s sake – take me with you next time. I have your back, I always will.”
We have the force to fight
We have the blinding light
A war is more than heard
Coming in louder than words
Louder.
The touch of Roy’s forehead against his own is raw, untamed heat, the almost reverent trace of fingertips along Ed’s jawline, his cheeks, his temples has him shiver. Roy stares at him like he’s afraid Ed may vanish any moment, and maybe that’s what Al calls love, what those stupid books are about and what everyone in the world tells him is better and more powerful than alchemy.
“Okay. But don’t stay behind when I take ‘em down quicker than you’re able to follow, bastard.”
Roy smiles, and the chuckle he makes against Ed’s neck has his skin sing.
“Alright. I’ll be behind you, and I’ll be there when you fall again.”
“I won’t. That was so cheesy, you know. Idiot.”
A soft kiss is pressed to the corner of his mouth, and when Roy whispers “idiot yourself, you damn wildfire”, it’s okay, and the pain in his leg slowly, gently, fades.